My Real Life BDSM session

Real Life BDSM Session - Nov 2020

This was to be my first BDSM session in 13 months making it a little more scary-exciting for me than usual.

My sessions feature bondage and heavy corporal punishment from a leather clad strict and stern dominatrix, a professional mistress, so they can be challenging to say the least. My need is to be pushed, extended, to make the experience send me out of body into a different place, to leave the real world behind.

After such a long time away I was worried how my tolerance to corporal punishment would be and also slightly worried about the whole thing. Was I going to regret it, finding it was not for me any more? Had the time away meant I’d drifted away from the BDSM needs I’d felt so strongly previously?

The short answer is that the session was a total success, Mistress was a delight making the whole dungeon-bondage-corporal experience exactly what I wanted. It was also what I needed, with the difference between wants and needs talking to my hidden secret inner self.

This Is MY Real Life BDSM Session

As per usual the pre session discussion I found difficult to expose what I’d been thinking about for the session but Mistress made it easy for me and said I was not alone in that. These kinds of interactions are huge for me, working at the acceptance level of my self-stigma for having this need.

Then when we enter the dungeon I have all the same feelings of excitement to be there, of expansion-relief and coming home. I feel like ‘I have arrived’ and now it’s happening at long last.

There is no ambiguity in the dungeon, it exists for one reason, the reason I am there. It offers a promise that I know will so soon be delivered and that feels so good.

The session itself proceeds extremely well with all the feelings of dread, excitement, surprise, out of body floating and cathartic relief. All my fetish and kink buttons are pushed and pushed hard with Mistress working the moment to full effect.

Mistress is empathetic, sensible, careful and fun, strict and stern yet engaging. Her sessions have a light hearted aspect yet at the same time can be heavy and severe making them a total success, all created and catering for me, my own private theater.

As is typical of just about all my sessions I experience the usual plurality of contradictory feelings. My leather fetish and feelings for belting and strapping compete with the need to endure the corporal punishment Mistress gives. I feel the disjoint between my inner desires, my deep fetishes competing with the effects of it and the logic of what is happening. I want it to be over, to have accepted it yet at the same time I want more. I need more. It calls to me.

The warm-up is a belting to my butt from a doubled over inch and a half wide belt, a perfect choice by Mistress which sets the pace for the session with her enthusiasm and skill. The belting is firmly delivered making my butt flare instantly in sting lifting me out of the here and now to start me on my journey of relief. As she wields the belt Mistress brings the whole area up into a deep warmth, suffused with sting, as the strokes power down. My increasing reaction shows the power of her strokes but soon the belting takes another form within me so I take the strokes better, accepting them better.

All through the session, the sound of the implements in use is a highlight. The crisp crack of the folded belt landing changes from belt to belt, from strap to strap. Then the deeper thuddy sound of the prison strap, the sshhwack of the tawse on a hand and the sshhwick of the cane all have their distinctive sounds. These echo in the dungeon and I have no doubt, echo down the corridor outside for others to hear.

Mistress makes it a complete experience, telling me I’m getting a belting as I watch her winding up and delivering, and this is part of my thing, being told by Mistress about the strapping, belting, caning and the tawsing I’m to receive.

Much later and many strokes from many implements later as the session draws near to the end, Mistress picks up my heavy prison strap that looks so challenging. I feel dread, ‘can I take that strap?’ goes round in my mind, but then the strokes from it slap down in a broad band of pain strangely less challenging than expected. But the visual of Mistress wielding the prison strap is all. She sees my ease of dealing with this strapping, so she takes the challenge then delivers more and harder. Mistress has her own prison strap I wish I had asked her for as well as mine, but my gag stops that request. It will be as Mistress wishes, just as it should.

Then the cane is painful, sharp and deeply impacting with each stroke cutting deep into my self. I push myself out to the punishment, inviting it down, inviting more, yet dreading it. I let it fill me, taking it in but not fighting it. That is key, to accept and not fight the cane, the strap, the belt and tawse.

The first carefully measured and increasing in severity cane strokes hurt, deeply. Then I get past that pain, I accept it. I take the caning into my being, leaving the pain behind. Mistress senses my acceptance of the cane, the slow measured strokes becoming harder as she watches my reaction reduce, as I push myself back to her, to the cane, to invite it down.

Nothing else exists except the dungeon, Mistress and the cane.

Then there is a delay as Mistress re-assesses. She knows I must be pushed, extended, challenged and that is her challenge.

Mistress delivers three quick hard strokes bringing a reaction from me. Those get in, overload me, make me react, taking me deeper. Then there is another delay as I come down to regain my senses. Mistress watches then gives a quick six, all delivered hard to produce the same effect. This builds and builds, extending, challenging, sending me deeper. The delay, the quick hard caning increasing the number of strokes, then the delay, then it repeats. The final caning of nearly two dozen hard quick cane strokes lift me onto my toes making my head go back and close my eyes as I’m engulfed in the experience. There is no me any more, I am sent, spent, engulfed.

Against my desires, I had found myself counting the strokes, something I shun, then I want to ask, ‘why stop at twenty three? Shouldn’t it be twenty four, a multiple of six of the best?’ Of course not, I know, it is as Mistress wishes.

The pain is not the pain. The pain in bondage, in the dungeon, from Mistress is just part of the experience, the transport, the route to another existence to another me. It is all things, it is nothing.

The tawse is flicked up onto my palm to lay for a second, then it’s withdrawn to be raised over a shoulder. I feel the dread as I look at Mistress in front of me, at the tawse she holds, as she readies herself for the stroke which I know will hurt. This is my XH tawse, the really painful one with the three stiff leather tails. Then it doesn’t come. Mistress just flicks the tawse back down again gently to lay there on the waiting palm, time and again. I tense. Mistress teases, gets her aim in, holds the tawse in readiness, the gentle slaps of the tawse almost a caress. Mistress is training me to wait, to accept whatever comes.

The visual of Mistress is engrossing, filling the head space. How can it not be? A gorgeous leather dominatrix stands with a tawse raised over a shapely bare shoulder poised to strike leaves nothing to the imagination other than ‘Will she or won’t she?’ Will she flick it down to lay benignly or will it crack down hard? Each time the temptation to move the hand must be overcome even though it is bound to the bench. Then, when Mistress chooses, the tawse cracks down devastating me, making my eyes close tightly, the pain engulfing then receding slowly to a hot deep ache. Then there is more. There is never one stroke, there should never be just one stroke.

Mistress makes the experience completely engrossing

And I want it all. There is no single feeling, no single desire, it is all I want. I want more. I can’t take more. I need more. It will be As Mistress Wishes and that is as it should be. I must endure.

Then as the session draws to a close I feel disappointed it is over, disappointed to be finishing and thinking I must wait till the next repeat. I really don’t want it to be over. My time with Mistress has been sublime.

I wish the session had been longer, that I’d been left in bondage for lock and leave time, with straps binding me tightly as I experience where the corporal has sent me. But it is not to be. Should this be a goal in a future session, or should it be the unrequited desire that calls from the distance, calling me, inviting me, bringing me hope for the future? Maybe some goals should always remain, always be there to draw me forward.

I feel regret that Mistress did not use that belt or strap again, that the caning should have been harder, that the prison strapping should have been more strokes and harder. I regret that the blindingly powerful tawse strokes to each palm were not repeated again and again.

But intellectually I know I’m wrong, I know the contradictions for what they are; fantasy versus reality versus wishful thinking. And I know Mistress took me to my limit and more would have been maybe too much, but I know I want more. All those thoughts swirl around as the session finishes.

Later at home the change in me, the relief I feel is evident. My wife asks me how I feel, wanting to know yet struggling with the whole thing, the strangeness of it to her. I tell her of the relief but precious little of the session itself. She asks about Mistress, to gain some idea of the person but she is lost in her non understanding. To her there is only being hit, being beaten, while to me that does not happen as for me it is a caning, belting, strapping and tawsing which are at the heart of me. Hitting and beating is not caning and strapping, the difference impossible for her to grasp.

To her there is only the pain, to me it is a small part yet a large part, a transport mechanism yet a destination in itself. I try to explain the contradictions but I fail. I think to myself, ‘Do I really know, do I really understand myself?

The following day I sit feeling the presence of the session flare up, the tingle and the bruising evident. I look in the mirror then feel disappointment that the marks aren’t deeper, the welts more pronounced. I smile at the strangeness of that.

The day after that as I revise this, I still feel the sting in my butt and I still feel the relief from the session. I feel happier than I have in a long time.

Two weeks later I am wanting it even more as the whole experience calls me. Maybe I need to go into BDSM training again.

I know I will be back as I glance at the calendar to find my next session date. I ask myself how the session can be improved or changed. Should I ask for a cold caning and prison strapping to really challenge me? I say to myself that with so many sessions behind me, I should suggest some changes.

Yet the session was so good.

When can  I have another?

Honeymoon BDSM Swap

Brand New Husband Swap

Sometimes a true story is just so odd it has to be true.

A Mistress told me she went on a honeymoon with her new husband overseas. He was into the whole BDSM thing and it sounded like a good match. Anyway, he chose the destination which she found out had a mistress he wanted to see. The mistress advertised and he got it into his head he wanted to see her.

Well, as a present to her husband, and she had a great sense of humour and appreciation of life, she swapped her husband for the Mistress’s own slave for a day.

Imagine that. On honeymoon, swapsies with another mistresses slave. Then a good hard corporal session.

She said they each gave the others’ partner a sound caning and that was all she mentioned. I don’t doubt there was other corporal and bondage happening. Sex? I have no idea but I doubt it.

Apparently it worked out well. She said her husband had cane makes on him for a week and that made swimming in bathers tricky.

It was all good fun. It puts a new perspective on a honeymoon.

It just occurred to me that a BDSM session does not have to have sex in it to work. It really is (or can be) a totally different head space to sex. for me, a heavy corporal session leaves little else in the mind.

A ‘vanilla’ example might be that I really like ice cream and I like a nice steak and wedges meal. I would never put icecream on steak.

Off Billet Strap for Corporal

Off Billet Strap for Corporal Punishment

I visited a saddle and tack shop I’d seen a few times in passing. Not having a horse and being pretty clueless about the whole riding thing means I’m a bit nervous of being asked questions by attentive staff. But like gravity I’m pulled into these shops regularly.

The scent of leather, the saddles, the harness is a leather fetishists delight. Damn. If I had the spare money and the private space, a saddle or two would grace my humble hacienda quick smart. I foresee problems convincing my wife one would be necessary in the bedroom. Convincing her more than one would be better is probably asking a bit much. Oh well.

So on one visit and trying not to hyperventilate, just looking around I found something that I just had to purchase; an Off Billet Strap.

Off Billet Strap

For those not in the know, an Off Billet Strap is about two inches wide, eighteen inches long but doubled over (so a three foot strap folded in half). The one pictured above is very close to what mine is like.

And it is a beautiful piece of leather. Seriously!

A simple description doesn’t do it justice. It is a truly heavy piece of leather designed to securely hold a saddle onto a horse, so it is strong and as I mentioned, a rather nice strap. The leather itself is so heavy it almost invites being picked up and felt. And smelled. And run through the hands.

This strap and as a result of its proportions, is rather severe when used with any force on a bared butt, feeling somewhat similar to the Canadian Prison Strap.

Mistresses Favorite

One mistress, a tall ex-model took a rather strong fancy to this strap (and my Canadian Prison Strap), and she liked using it on me. A few sets of a dozen is rather grueling the way she used it.

Well after one session and in discussion about it, where I got it from, how much it was etc, I decided to get one for her. Of course the shop I went to had sold out so I had to take mine to a saddler and get a copy made.

Dueling Off Billet Straps

As soon as I’d given it to her, mistress was rather keen to try her new strap out. She really was rather keen on giving heavy corporal.

So during the session she did just that. She tried them both out giving me a dozen of each to see if I could detect any difference.

Of course I couldn’t, both lifted me onto my toes and made me gasp.

On a subsequent session I asked if she’d had a chance to use hers. She smiled as she said she had. ‘He squealed’ was the verdict as to how well it worked, and I believe her entirely.

This was the mistress who changed her gym routine for more upper body work so she could use my Canadian Prison strap harder.

FemDom Riding Academy – Part 1

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Michael Makes Contact

Michael emailed his BDSM resume to the admin email address of The Riding Academy then waited nervously. Supplying a photo of himself from front and side angles as well as full body normally clothed was a concern but his application would be rejected without it they said.

The whole thing sounded totally excessively exciting to him. He’d been into BDSM for a few years now, was single, and loved every moment of it. His last relationship had ended badly and now he was of the opinion that forming a relationship outside of BDSM was a non starter. They just didn’t get the idea.

The problem was sex. He liked it very much, had little trouble getting it via Tinder and dating sites, but it felt so superficial and had got rather mechanical and boring. Vanilla sex could be lovely but the thought of BDSM sex was something that was just pulling so hard he couldn’t ignore it.

Trying BDSM sex as a ‘plaything’ did sound exciting for a change.

The following day he got a phone call, not an email which surprised him. The woman calling herself ’The Riding Mistress’ asked so many questions about him, his life, his sexual experience and BDSM preferences it felt vastly intimate and daunting. ‘If you want the position, we need to know these things. Our clients demand experience and performance. We make sure our clients are matched up with compatible slaves,’ which excited him yet again. She finished off with, ‘We will email you after we have checked your references and given your application and responses proper consideration.’

Nothing arrived the next day. Nor the one after that but on day three after the call he got an email; ‘Your application has been approved. You must submit to a screening session. No sexual relief for 1 week before is required. You may get relief on the day, it depends on your performance and on the FemDom or FemDoms. On the day you will submit to at least one FemDom for evaluation for ongoing positions.’ After that was a user name and password for him access a login on of their website to make a reservation and manage his preferences. It was all very professional.

He spent a nervous half hour updating everything then accessed the calendar, found a time and date that suited him then made the reservation. It was for two hours, not the normal one and it laid out the ground rules again. Everything was very much what he would have expected but the no sexual relief, no intimate touching, no indulging in porn for the week prior was a change from the normal professional bookings he made.

The Stables

He presented to the Riding Academy at the appointed time then entered. The woman behind the reception desk was clearly a dominatrix. The leather skirt, corset, choker collar and cap were a dead give away. After confirming his name and appointment, she took him through a door to a small change room that had a shower and racks of lockers for clothes. ’I am the Riding Mistress,’ she said firmly to him,

Then, equally firmly, ’Strip, put all your clothes into the locker, shower and rinse your mouth then wait.’ She was certainly brusque and direct.

He did just that by putting his clothes into a locker then had a quick shower. After drying off then a double rinse with mouthwash he sat naked on the bench and waited.

Not long later the Riding Mistress returned carrying some hear. ‘All your visits will have your wrists bound, you’ll be collared with a lead, usually a blindfold and gagged. You’ll be left in the stables for the mistresses to select and use unless you have a booking from them. It’s up to the mistresses who use you to release you from any bondage, or none at all. They may want oral then give you some corporal or bondage, all or nothing. It’s up to them. They may just want a cuddle in a bed, or oral, or full service or any and all. You won’t have a choice.’

‘Yes mistress,’ he said quietly.

With that she slapped his face from one side to the other, not hard, but it surprised the hell out of him. ‘Address me as Riding Mistress.’

‘Yes Riding Mistress, sorry Riding Mistress,’ he said quickly. She certainly was strict.

‘Better,’ she said, then she strapped the wide leather collar round his neck and attached, then, ‘stand,’ she said as she pulled on the lead.

He stood then she firmly buckled wide leather cuffs round his wrists then connected them behind his back. ‘Follow,’ she said as she led him out of the change room.

“Normally you’ll be gagged and blindfolded. You may never see the stables again, or you might. It all depends on the mistress who uses you.’ She led him out of the change room, across a small concrete corridor then into a much larger room. It had bench seats along the walls, a large screen television, a media center and a kitchenette. ‘This is the stable where we keep slaves before they are used. When you get a booking, you’ll be led in here then parked on a bench waiting for the mistress to use you. She’ll come in then do as she wishes. Usually you’ll be led out of the room and into play room and all the time you’ll probably be blindfolded.’

She led him to a bench seat then he saw on the wall a large ring. ‘Sit’ she said, which he did. She ran the lead up to the ring then clipped it there. ‘You will always be in bondage as you wait for mistress, then she added after a moment and with a smile, ‘or mistresses plural.’

‘Last chance,’ she said, ‘do you consent to be used sexually, given corporal punishment, put into bondage for your time here. Say yes Riding Mistress or no Riding Mistress. This is your last chance to back out. After this we will have a training session if you say yes Riding Mistress. Speak now.’

He looked at the Riding Mistress in the leather gear and in bondage like he was, the whole idea, the whole concept still hugely attractive. ‘Yes please Riding Mistress, I consent.’

‘Good,’ she said. ‘This is how you’ll be left.’ After saying that she went to a table then collected a fist full of strappy looking gear. Returning he saw the ball gag, ‘Open’ she said just before she put it into his mouth and strapped it in tightly. Then the blindfold came next and then seconds later he felt something wrap his ankles. She’d strapped them together with a belt he found when he tried to move them.

He jumped when her hand found his cock and gripped it, then he got an instant erection as she ran her hand up and down its length, feeling his cock all over, running her hands along it. At the same time she must have pushed her chest into his face as he smelled her up close, the scent of woman, perfume and leather all mixing, getting into his brain through his nostrils as she fondled his cock, making his erection even harder. He sat in bondage unable to move or say anything.

‘Get used to being a sex object,’ she said quietly into his ear. Then she continued to run her hands over him for a few minutes, his erection now painfully hard. With a last tweak to his cock making him jump, Wait,’ she said then he heard her footsteps departing, the door open then close, then he heard her footsteps receding into the distance.

He sat bound and gagged with the blindfold cutting his sight off. He sat quietly with his erection going down slowly but still desperate for attention, feeling the straps around his wrists and ankles and then running his tongue over the ball gag in his mouth. He tried to move but found he was bound rather well. He could probably stand up but with the lead clipped to the wall he wouldn’t be able to move far and most likely he’d fall over anyway. So he sat quietly and listened.

First Use

As he sat and listened he waited, but time seemed to pass differently. He had only the bondage to feel and the ball gag to suck on so he had no idea how long he was there. Being naked and in bondage like that really was a buzz for him though, he was really quite enjoying it.

Time stretched and stretched until at last he heard multiple footsteps in the distance approaching then the door open. It was obviously at least one woman and maybe more from the sound of the voices. They were talking quietly, so quietly he struggled to hear, then he heard sounds coming from the other side of the room then he smelled it, coffee. He’d seen a machine so they must have made themselves a cup, then the heard them approach.

He felt the bench seat move slightly then he felt a woman sitting on either side of him and again his erection woke up. He was in bondage between two mistresses then. That was as kinky as he could want and with the passing seconds his erection got harder and harder.

‘Interesting,’ said a woman on one side quietly then he felt a soft hand take his cock which felt fantastic. The scent and the feel of being fondled was doing his head in. The the other woman said ‘usable’ from the other side as he felt a hand moving up and down his chest, ‘not bad. Lets play.’

He felt the strap around his ankles release, then the women stood and seconds later his lead was tugged making him stand. ‘Follow,’ one said.

They led him out of the room then into the corridor, his feet feeling the change from carpet to concrete. Then a short walk later they entered another room, his feet standing on carpet again.

They led him into the room then stopped him with a hand on his chest.

‘I feel like corporal,’ said one, and the other woman sighed, ‘and I want a come. Do me first then we can both do some corporal and then we can go again.’

The woman wanting corporal sighed also, then, ‘OK,’ as he felt his lead pulled so he followed but only two steps. ‘Kneel,’ said a woman so he did. When his knees were on the carpet he felt his legs strapped together again then he felt a woman close in front of him then he sensed movement, something happening then he heard her sit, possibly on a chair or bed.

Nothing happened for a few moments but he heard clothes rustling then a hand unstrapped the ball gag. ‘Lick me good,’ was the command as hand gripped his head pulling him forward and down. In a moment he smelled then felt a woman’s crutch then with his head held firmly it was positioned right where she wanted it.

He had never minded giving head, he suspected it was all part of being submissive, and this time it was certainly all of that. He licked, he tongued, he moved his face up and down as he pleasured the woman. She gripped his head to move him for her pleasure which he could feel was rising quickly.

It didn’t take long till he felt her quivering, her thighs and crutch reacting strongly and moving against his face as he worked her.

Then there was a loud ‘crack’ as his bent over butt was given a hard stroke of something, something like a strap or a belt. It wasn’t as sharp and deep as the cane or tawse and not as broad and thuddy as a prison strap.

He gasped loudly into the pussy his face was pulled into. This had an effect on the woman being licked, she gasped, ‘oh God yes, give him some more of my belt, I want to gag him with my pussy. Strap him hard. Make him shout into me,’ and with that the pressure on his head increased as he was pulled forward.

He responded as much as he could, thrusting his tongue deep inside her, running it up and down as best he could, finding her little clit and twiddling while all the time the other mistress strapped him. Soon the cracks of leather on his butt were echoed by the cries of a woman climaxing, her hips and thighs shaking like in an earthquake, her hands holding his head against the crutch that was wide open and wanting attention.

‘Ohh, that was good,’ he heard the woman in front of him say.

‘Lets give him some proper corporal, a proper strapping then the cane,’ said the woman behind him.

With that his head was released then he felt arms lifting him and ‘Up,’ one said. He stood on slightly wobbly feet because they were strapped together but that didn’t last long. He felt his wrists released then raised and with a light tinkling, they were clipped to something above him, a suspension bar he thought.

He heard a slight noise then his arms were pulled up till he was standing tall, almost but not quite on tip toe.

As he stood in bondage and with the taste of the woman in his mouth, his erection was raging again, poking out in front.

‘Oh look’ said the woman he guessed he’d had his face into, ‘I think he likes this. Go on, get into it,’ she said egging her companion on.

Seconds later his butt blazed again with a loud crack, this time the strap landing a lot harder and pushing him forward a little. This time the strap felt different, more stingy and less thuddy than the previous strapping making it more difficult to take.

This set the pace for the next few minutes. The woman behind him gave him a heavy strapping, the leather cracking down every few seconds but he got a surprise. The woman in front moved closer and closer so she was bumping against him when he got a hard stroke. Then with one stroke that was particularly hard his naked body was against her and that made his erection throb even more.

Then to his surprise, the woman in front fully embraced him, her body fully against him with her head to one side. ‘I’ve never had a man strapped when we cuddle,’ she said as her body was against his. ‘I’m kind of liking it,’ she added.

He found it remarkably erotic to feel and to smell the woman in bondage while under discipline. It was hugely erotic with her scent in his face as the strap slammed down on his butt. Her saying it was her belt only just made it better as he imagined her wearing it then taking it off, doubling it over then using it.

He felt a movement then the gag was loosened then removed. ‘Kiss me,’ she said then he had a face full of woman kissing his brains out.

As the strap landed. Slamming against his butt and the occasional stroke on the tops of his thighs his gasps went into the woman’s mouth, her tongue working on his, her mouth taking his shouts as she gagged him with her tongue.

Again it was incredibly erotic.

The woman behind him was giving him her all with the strap, his butt was blazing when the mouth left his, ‘Time out,’ said the woman in font, ‘I’ve got an idea.’

The woman left him for a moment then he heard some whispering. It didn’t last long then he heard something he couldn’t work out. But when she gripped his cock then rolled a condom into it, he recognized that well enough.

‘Lets see how this works,’ she said into his ear, raising his hopes for a fuck which was incredibly appealing right now.

Then the woman was embracing him again and with ‘Kiss me deep,’ her hand went onto his cock then it was guided into her warm wet tunnel sending him sky high as she moved forward and embraced him. Then he was deep tongue kissing her as she moved forward onto his cock, taking its full length till they were butted against each other, her crutch gripping his length tightly. She rolled her hips a little, moving him slightly, shifting against him to get it just right, taking pleasure from the feeling of cock deep inside her.

‘I’ve missed that feeling she whispered,’ with her arms around him locked in a deep kiss.

He gasped into her mouth as he felt his spunk rising. The woman felt that too, ‘Time for the cane, nice and hard, cool him down,’ she said beside his ear to the other woman as she gripped him tight and stopping any movement.

Seconds later his butt blazed incandescent as a line of fire crossed it. It could only be the cane from something as painful as that making him move and gyrate in the sting. That had two effects he found. First of all the movement made his cock move in and out of the woman in front but the immense sting and heat from the cane stroke also brought him back from coming, the mixed emotions prolonging the fuck.

‘One pump per stroke,’ she said into his ear which was something new and something wonderful he was thinking. He’d be caned for fucking, as he fucked. Then she added, ‘Try not to come,’ she said which he thought just about impossible with his cock right up her.

The woman in front moved her hips back so his cock retreated from her, then she slammed herself forward onto him, his cock exploding in pleasure from the thrust as she kissed him deeply, her tongue swirling against his and her full body sending tremors of pleasure through all of him.

Then there was the shrill sound of cane through the air and the sharp crack of it landing on his butt giving him an electrifying jolt of pain making him quiver. He’d been on planet fuck and immersed in it when the cane on his butt brought him back. The woman was now holding him tight, holding him close, her pussy gripping the length of his cock as the pain made him tremble but she wasn’t moving at all, gripping him tightly.

‘Yes,’ she gasped then, ‘that was good,’ she said into his ear, then she moved back and forward to fuck him hard. ‘Again,’ she said then her tongue was in his mouth as she gripped him tight, moved her hips away from him then slamming forward. The pump of her hips revived his cock and made him needy for release.

Seconds later the cane whistled then cracked and again he responded in the same way, quivering and shaking with the deep pain and that sent his cock moving and vibrating. The mistress in front gripped him tight. Only her tongue moved in his mouth silencing him as her arms wrapped him holding him tight and fully inserted into her but not moving her hips at all. As the cane stroke made his butt blaze, his cock twitched inside the woman but without the friction of movement he was brought from the edge of the massive come that was right in front of him. It took all his concentration not to push his hips back and forwards frantically to fuck her into blasting off a load into the condom.

Has he stood, the tongue moved around in his mouth then she lifted her face off and whispered, ‘If you can’t hold back, tell me. My friend wants a ride,’ and that did his head in. A threesome was not something he’d thought all that much about but with two dominatrices and in bondage with corporal it was the most erotic thing he could think of.

As she said that his cock twitched inside her again, then her tongue was in his mouth, her hips went back and forward in a delicious deep fuck that terminated in yet another swish and crack of the cane.

He was fucked senseless with the only reason he didn’t come being the hard strokes of the cane but he couldn’t take any more without coming.

After just eight hip thrusts and cane strokes he had to pull back and say, ‘Mistress I’m about to come,’ as he kept his cock out of her. Just one more hip thrust and it would be all over.

The woman let him go after a quick kiss on the lips, ‘Good boy,’ she said. Then, ‘I’ll just give you a crisp six of the best for that otherwise it would have been two dozen.’

So saying she moved away then nothing seemed to happen for a few moments till there was the swish of the cane and again his butt bladed. ‘Yahhh,’ he said in a long loud grunt.

‘Oh,’ said one of the women quietly, then seconds later the ball gag was back in his mouth, ‘perhaps that one shouldn’t count,’ she said from in front of him.

‘I quite agree,’ said the woman behind him. ‘Lets start again. Nice and hard.’

With that he got a six of the best caning, a best of breed he thought. Each stroke made him put his head back and stiffen, grunt into the gag and raise onto his toes. There was a delay of a dozen seconds or so and then the cane would whistle to crack down hard.

When it was over the mistress was behind him, whispering into his ear quietly, ‘That’s your reward for not coming. This is my reward for letting you not come.’ He felt a hand run over his chest for a moment as she stroked him, then up to his face. ‘By belt,’ she said quietly.

There was a small delay as he heard movement behind him, then nothing for a few moments, then a loud crack just before his thighs just below his butt blazed. It wasn’t as deeply cutting as the cane, he could feel that, but it sure did sting so it must be her belt then.

Then only seconds later the belt returned to the same place, then again and again till he’d had six in this painful spot. Each stroke had lifted him more and more into his toes as it got in, the leather cracking down loudly.

Then there was a pause for moment, then the belt returned to a new place on his thighs, lower and suddenly painful. This repeated, time and again for six hard strokes, a moment of delay, then another six lower down till the whole of his thighs were burning hot and stinging like mad.

The mistress was right behind him again, and into his ear as her body was against him, ‘How was that? Did It take the heat out of that cock and put it into your thighs. How about we get you ready for my friend.’

With that he heard footsteps and running water. Seconds later something cold wrapped his cock quickly taking it down to be just a little erect. Fingers moved over it then the condom was removed, and a hand ran over it gently, then wanked him a little quickly stiffening him up. He gasped into the ball gag, pushed his hips forward but the hand left him, leaving him shaking slightly in his need.

There was a moment of sound then he felt the hand return and again he felt a condom put onto his cock. The other woman smelled different to the first, and this time she was against him. Into his ear she whispered, ‘We’ll put you onto the bed then I can ride you properly. Remember, don’t come unless I let you.’

Strict and Stern – Bitch – Goddess

The Dominatrix Mistress

Easily forgotten is that the dominatrix, the mistress, is a real life person with all the variability that implies.

She will listen to what a client wants then she will try to provide it. She will have likes and hates, and have some empathy for the slave.

Here is my take on over 15 years having BDSM sessions with professional mistresses. Make of it what you will.

I feel rude categorizing people like this, so accept my apologies if you feel that also. I meanno offence. But this is my own feedback and suggestions – right, wrong or indifferent. It may help.

Some Broad Types Of Dominatrix

Overall, the true dominatrix is unattainable, on a pedestal, someone to be obeyed and revered.

She is mistress. She is to be obeyed.

The true professional dominatrix will seldom offer sex with herself but she may invite a service provider for that if you ask (politely).

That said, there are a few broad categories of dominatrix I have encountered.

The Bitch Goddess.

If you want a humiliation session, a session that extends and pushes, an “open ended” type of session, a judicial then she is perfect. She will give you a cold caning to make you shout then power into an extended corporal session.

She will be empathetic and use that to ensure you are well pushed, extended.

When you speak to them in the pre-session discussion, they are sharp, directed, to the point and with little else discussion other than finding out what you like and don’t like. Think of this dominatrix as a doctor who specializes in kink.

She defines unattainable and she demands respect and politeness.

I have seen a few like this and I’ve found them maybe a little intimidating but they are very good. One in particular gave me possibly the best pre-session discussion of all.

In the session they can be very strict and stern making the slave do exactly what they want, often with sharp commands.

After the session they can be a little remote, a little almost subdued now that your time with them is over.

The Princess.

This kind of dominatrix is reasonably rare in my experience.

This is the mistress who has drifted into BDSM and pretty much does it mostly to suit herself. She may not have much empathy for her client. She can be a little remote.

She may or may not give a good session, it all depends on your communication and how well it suits her.

Bonding with this mistress may work well if you can do it. The session will be mostly about herself and if you can engage with her and bring her into the session, it should help.

The Professional.

She does BDSM as a job. She is quite common in the industry. Often she may be a student, nurse, a mom wantring money. She may just need a job, she may have fallen into it and keeps on doing it. She probably doesn’t do much or any BDSM in  her private life. She will probably drop out of doing sesisons in a few years.

She’ll generally try hard to make the session work and have you return.

She should have good empathy as after all that is part of being professional and getting you back.

Engaging with this type of mistress should be fairly easy. Listen to her, find out what she likes and try to make your sessions work for her. Engage her with sensible and polite interaction before, during and after the session and it will work out well.

The Lifestyler.

This mistress is more common and I find them great.

She’s been into BDSM for years and shows an experience and aptitude for it. She likes it. Her role play in the session will be excellent and she’ll work to make the session a success.

She can be almost any kind of mistress in the session as she has lived it all. Her strict and stern, her playfulness, her fun in the session will usually all be there to choose from.

The Fun Professional.

My favorite and very similar to the lifestyler. She may be indistinguishable from the lifestyler but she may be a bit more enthusiastic, maybe a little more empathetic.

She is enthusiastic, she gets it, she is into it, she enjoyes interacting and making it work.

She got into BDSM for whatever reason and she likes a session that is a little more light hearted, she can interact with the slave a little more, she can get right into the session and enjoy it.

She participates. She may hate you saying “just do what you think” as she wants to make it fun and make it work. She might not be that great at guessing what you want.

Of all the mistresses, this one will smile more in a session. Her eyes will glint when a particular thing works well in the session.

In the pre-session discussion she will be animated and lively and suggest things that will most likely work well.

She can be strict and stern, she can be the bitch goddess, she can give heavy or light sessions but at heart she wants to enjoy them, and you too.

After the session she’ll be happy and wanting feedback to know how the next session will be better.

The Reluctant

I’ve had a few of these. These mistresses do it for the money only and it has become boring or tiring or demeaning. They don’t really identify or there may be something keeping her back, making it difficult.

Some mistresses have been abused, treated badly by either clients or in their personal life and that makes them understandably reluctant.  Some I have spoken to make it clear that the BDSM is something they do because it resonates with trauma in their life and they struggle with it.

Sometimes this kind of interaction happens when you ask a mistress for something she doesn’t like all that much, but she does it anyway. I’ve had that a few times when I’ve made booking mistakes.

The Escort Dominatrix.

I have zero experience with this kind, but I have seen their adverts on web sites. They offer some BDSM in addition to their escort service which may be whatever they describe. For them it is a secondary thing.

I suppose if you are wanting sex with some kink, then this may be ideal.

Interacting with Mistress

If you want a good session then communicating with mistress before the session is critical. No revelation there hopefully.

Remember mistress time is valuable so being clear and concise is best.

Before the session, being clear, using the precise words that describe what you are wanting is essential. Do not assume anything – and particularly if sex is wanted.

More than once I’ve written down a list of things I want to ask for. I don’t give it to the mistress, rather I use it to reinforce in my mind what I’m after.

For me, meeting the mistress is exciting and a little stressful. I can struggle to get things in order and it is easy to forget something or feel embarrassed about it.

During the session it all depends on the type of session. You may be gagged in which case communication is limited. You may have a humiliation session, maybe a fetish session, maybe a CBT or water sports. All are different.

I can only give my feedback with heavy corporal and bondage.

That said, a good mistress will be able to gauge how the session is going by your reaction to what she is doing. More than once I’ve been gagged and getting heavy corporal and my eyes give away how I’m feeling. I might rise up onto my toes, I might shake and quiver, I flinch, but a smile behind the gag, a glinting eye, pushing myself back and presenting myself are all great feedback.

If mistress asks a question then ‘yes mistress’ and ‘no mistress’ generally work well.

There are exceptions where it is up to mistress to decide.

A classic was my first session when mistress asked “have thos hands had enough strapping slave” to which I answered “yes mistress” as they were red and shaking. I was a bit surprised at what I’d had already. Her answer was as it should be, “wrong answer slave, it is as mistress wishes. HANDS UP” then she gave me another six of the very best.

Remember, it is as mistress wishes.

After the session, being open and honest about what worked and didn’t helps. If you are not going to see her again, then some simple thanks and a quick escape has worked for me.

For a mistress I want to see again we can discuss things for a while and she can learn from that.

What About In The Session?

A good mistress will be anyone and anything you want. It is up to you to communicate that (and to choose wisely).

A dominatrix at the end of the day provides a private theater for her client. She performs, she listens and interacts, she make the session work and consume the slave to slake his needs.

However there are limits.

Above all else, read the mistresses bio carefully.

Session Training Story – Part 1

It's Been So Long - Session Training

He booked the BDSM session then decided to check his gear. He had a great collection of belts, straps, tawse and even a stingy 22 lash leather whip. It was all kept out of the way, hidden in the shed. While his wife Melanie knew of his BDSM sessions, she was of the sort ‘don’t ask, don’t tell.’

As he was cleaning his gear he wondered how it felt. That was silly really, he’d been strapped by all his implements so many times that nothing would be a mystery. Heavy corporal was his thing.

The thing was, it had been a year since his last session. So putting out his left hand long and flat, he gave himself a stroke with his Lochgelly tawse and WOW that stung. He collected himself, then gave himself another. That too challenged him to the max as did stroke number three.

That was his limit he decided. It was just plain excruciating, the XH tawse earning its extra heavy rating easily.

‘That’s going to be an issue’ he said to himself. Mistress was going to use his gear and the way his hand felt after just three strokes meant it would be super hard to take.

Pulling up all his courage he put his other hand out then gave himself three on that one.

‘Damn’ he said quietly. His hands were red and stung like crazy after just three medium power strokes each.

As he cleaned his gear he wondered how the session would go, how would he be able to take the corporal mistress gave him. He had a full week left before the session and he knew he would be worring about it all that time.

Then he had an idea. ‘I should go into training’ he said quietly to himself. Then he laughed at the image of that… ‘training for a tawsing’ and laughed a little more. But it stuck in his mind.

Finishing up he put the gear back in the shed then thought nothing more about it. Till the next day.

Scheduled Training

Every afternoon Melanie went out, usually for shopping. Usually it was for the evening meal, sometimes it was for clothes. She liked to get out and he didn’t mind. Sometimes when she wasn’t shopping she went for a long walk to get her exercise, so there was always an hour of privacy to be had each day. On the weekends she often had a girls afternoon at a cafe or restaurant so he had time then also.

So that afternoon was the ideal time so he did it. He went into the shed then got his Lochgelly three tailer. Putting out his hand he gave himself three which hurt like hell. Then he gave himself three on the other hand. That too hurt. ‘Damn’ he said to himself.

‘I need more than that’, he said to himself. Mistress was going to give him so much more.

He rubbed his hands, he went out and ran some cold tap water on them which helped. That cooled them down so he thought ‘lets go again’.

Then he went back into the shed and repeated. So now he’d had six to each hand. They were now red and quivering a little and he though, ‘that’s a good start.’

But then he added, ‘That’s really only a small start’ he said quietly as he replaced the tawse. And it was. Mistress would give him a few dozen at least.

He exited the shed then decided he would repeat every afternoon.

Practice Helps

On the second day he repeated after Melanie left and this time he was able to give himself the three to each hand, shake them a little, rub them, then repeat. No cold water this time.

‘Better’ he said, and it was. He was able to take that a little better.

On the third day he repeated again and gave himself six in a row. ‘WOW’ that still hurt like the devil but he got through it.

‘Getting used to it’ he said but in the back of his mind was they were only medium strokes, mistress used the tawse a lot harder.

Then it was clear with that in mind, ‘I need more. Maybe some in the morning when she’s having a shower’ came to his mind. He could get double in a day and his palms would be ready for mistress.

On the forth day he did just that. Melanie hit the showers, he went into the shed and hit his palms six times each with nice hard strokes from his XH tawse. That left them red but it had an effect.

Then in the afternoon when Melanie went shopping, he did a repeat.

‘Double sixers’ he said to himself that evening as he was chatting with Melanie she commented that he looked happy with himself and he was. ‘All going well sweetheart’ he said as he kissed her, they did get along well.

All Change

On the fifth day he woke up, he and Melanie had breakfast then she went in for her shower.

He went into the shed then got his tawse. He put it over his shoulder, put his other hand out then brought it down harder than before. He was getting used to this, so using it a bit harder came naturally. ‘Crack’ it went making him gasp just a little.

He then repeated it. He took his time. He focussed on the palm and the leather tawse in his hand to the exclusion of all else. That was the way, in a session nothing else existed.

Therefore he didn’t hear anything else. So,  just as the tawse was coming down Melanie put her head into the shed as it cracked onto his palm and he gasped. ‘I’ve been wondering what you are up to and seeing this, I still have no idea. What’s going on,’ she said with a look of concern on her face.

His heart went into his mouth. Damn. Caught. He couldn’t lie worth spit so he spelled it all out.

‘Sweetheart, I’ve got a BDSM and corporal session booked in a few days. You know, I told you about that. Well I haven’t had anything for a year and I was wondering how I would take it. The answer is badly so I’ve sort of, ah, um, gone into training. I’ve been giving myself a tawsing with this every morning and night. I think it’s helping.’

She walked into the shed then looked at the tawse, looked at his hand. ‘It is red. How many do you give yourself,’ she asked surprising him.

‘Six in the morning and six in the evening. To each hand. That’s two,’ he said feeling totally stupid and over sharing. But she was hard to resist when she questioned him.

‘OK,’ she said, ‘show me,’ and that surprised the hell out of him. He was hesitating so she nodded at him, ‘Go on, I want to see it. Do it.’

He sighed, ‘OK,’ then raising his hand he gave himself the third. ‘Ah,’ he said. then he gave himself three more and each made him gasp a little each time.

The thing was, with Melanie there he’d gone even harder than he had been so they stung more. Something in him wanted to show her he could take it, something said he had to make it real. The end result was that his hands were now much more red and they sure did sting.

‘Other hand’ Melanie said sweetly. ‘Go on,’ and this was a new side to her he was thinking.

Putting the other hand out he repeated. It too got its six and that left it red and shaking a little also.

‘Pass me that would you,’ she said eyeing off his tawse. He handed it over then she ran it through her hands, feeling the leather.

‘It is a nice piece of leather,’ she said, ‘I’ve never thought about this. And so thick and stiff. I bet that hurts. Show me your hands, side by side,’ she said as she held the tawse.

In truth this was feeding his fetish, seeing her with the tawse but he obeyed.

‘Oh they are red. How about I give them another six. I kind of feel like this, doing it. Lets go inside,’ and with that she turned and led him into the house, the tawse in her hand by her leg moving as she walked.

He didn’t have a choice, the idea of declining felt more embarrassing that going along with whatever Melanie had in mind. Melanie could be forceful when she wanted and this was one of those times.

Melanie Doubles Up

Melanie didn’t just walk into the house, she walked into the bedroom.

‘Now, how does  mistress do this? You’ve never really told me,’ she said sweetly as she ran the tawse through her hands.

‘Ah, darling, she makes me kneel then I hold out a hand then she straps me. Then I have to swap hands and she does it again.’

‘Oh,’ she said, ‘why the kneeling thing?’

‘Ah, um, because I have to look up at her and see her with that strap in her hands and I have to focus on it when she brings it down on my hand. It’s very difficult.’

Melanie looked at him, she ran the tawse through her hands, then she looked up, ‘OK, kneel then. We’ll make this a proper training then.’

This was getting a little out of hand, he just stood, ‘Are you sure. This is not like you at all.’

‘Darling,’ she said, ‘I thought you were in the shed wanking off and now I find this. I think your hands should be strapped. Kneel,’ she said pointing to the carpet at the end of the bed.

So he did. Then he held his left hand up, level with his head just like how he did in a session.

‘Good,’ said Melanie. ‘I presume mistress stands in front,’ then she did just that.

‘What now?’ she asked.

‘Mistress flicks the tawse, that’s what the strap is called, up onto my palm, pulls it back, puts it up high over her shoulder then brings it down along the palm and fingers.’

“OK,’ she said. She flicked the tawse up making it land on his palm. She’d always had great hand eye coordination and now it was going to come in handy.

‘Like this,’ said Melanie as she pulled the tawse back, then raised her hand high over her shoulder with the tawse hanging down behind her.

His eyes were wide as he took her in, the visage of a disciplinarian giving the tawse. She made his throat almost close over as he said, ‘Yes.’

With that one word she swished the tawse down along the length of his palm and fingers, making them suddenly explode in sting. ‘Ahh,’ he said as he waved it. ‘Ow.’

And he meant it. She’d used it harder than he had, the crack was louder the the sting deeper. It was only natural he thought, self strapping really was difficult to do properly as it was from the wrong angle and with the best will in the world, it would never be as hard as someone else doing it.

‘Five more,’ she said sweetly. ‘Get that hand up.’

This was a new Melanie. A new melanie with an XH three tailed tawse.

He lifted the hand, watched Melanie as she raised the tawse over her shoulder, then when she brought it down it took all his will power not to move his hand, to accept the leather.

Melanie strapped him with the XH tawse for a total of six times to the hand so hard he couldn’t believe how hard well she did it. By the end, it was bright red and shaking more than when he did it. Much more.

‘Does it always shake like that,’ she asked as she looked at the red hand in front of her.

‘After that tawse, always,’ he said as he tried to absorb the pain and now show how damn painful it was.

‘Good,’ she said smiling as she ran the tawse between her hands again and again. He was thinking it was over when she said, ‘Come on. Other hand up. It needs its six.’

Finishing Melanie Off

Melanie gave him six to his other hand and he could only think of them a six of the best as they sure were.

Each stroke lashed down the middle of his palm and along his fingers, pushing the hand down and making a crack that mistress would have been proud of. Melanie was getting the hang of this tawse awfully quickly.

After that both his hands were bright red and about strapped out – they would really struggle to take more.

Melanie was smiling at him. ‘So,’ she said, ‘that’s your training then. Is that all or do you do more?’

‘Ah,’ he said unable to hide anything from her, ‘well, I’ve been giving myself a sixer in the evenings when you’re out shopping.’

‘Oh. OK,’ she said happily, ‘we can go again then.’ Then she stopped for a moment, ‘Have you been wanking as you’ve not been that interested in me lately. I wonder, are you using that time to crack one off?’

She was being unusually direct and with her holding the tawse, he was completely unable to lie. ‘Well, sometimes.’ The truth was, most times he had a wank.

‘In that case,’ she said, ‘I think six each hand becomes twelve in the afternoon and we’ll see about that wanking. For now,’ she said, then she opened her dressing gown then sat on the end of the bed.

He was stunned as he watched her. This was a whole new Melanie, gone was the slightly introverted lights always off for sex Melanie.

She opened her legs wide and suddenly he was looking between her legs. She had a nice pussy and up close and personal as this was, it looked inviting.

‘I think you can make me come. Right now. Get at it.’ To make the point she lifted the tawse and waved it at him. ‘You know what I like,’ she said, ‘make it a good one. Fingers and tongue. No comes for you.’

Indeed, it didn’t take long at all as she was clearly aroused and her climax was certainly a good one from the noise and the shaking she made as she crested.

When it was over he realized he had a hell of an erection. He started to gently pet his wife right where he’d just a minute before his face had been.

He was stroking her gently, making it erotic for her when she saw right through him, ‘No way naughty boy. No come for you till you get back from your session.’

Then she pushed his head back firmly. ‘Up you get, I’m having a shower. And no wanking. No wanking at all unless I do it for you.’

All he could say as she stood then embraced him was, ‘OK sweetheart.’

She smiled, ‘And what do you say for me helping you with your session training?’

‘Thank you sweetheart,’ seemed best.

The Afternoon Training

He was feeling pretty much desperate for a wank by the time the afternoon came around and Melanie was due to go for a shopping expedition. This would be his chance to pull out the old snake and give it a rub to crack a load out as he looked at some bondage porn on the net.

He was sitting thinking about that when Melanie stopped her preparation for shopping and looked at him. ‘Why are you looking like that? Have you got something planned?”

He tried to look as innocent as possible, ‘What? No. I was just thinking about doing some jobs.’ And he had, he was going to lighten his load dramatically and with maximum effect.

Melanie looked at him again. Then she realized, ‘Ah. I get it. With me out you’re going to wank off again. No. Not going to happen. These sessions of yours, what happens?’

With that he was again in the headlights, transfixed by her stare and almost psychic questioning. She quizzed him about what gear he had, how it was used, what he enjoyed. After five grueling minutes she had a full picture.

‘I see. In that case I have the ideal solution. Go get your gear and bring it into the bedroom. Quickly now.’ she said.

Minutes later Melanie was digging through his gear then pulled out three longer belts.

‘Trousers off, boxers and shirt off. Lay on the bed face down,’ she said holding the belts in her hand.

He was suddenly sporting a massive erection which she noticed. Seeing his Melanie with a fist full of belts was right on his fetish, on the money, exciting him. Right then and there he could have mounted her for a massive poke he knew would be a winner.

But Melanie had other ideas.  ‘And that won’t get any use,’ she said as she flicked a belt end against his throbber making him jump then lay down on the bed where she pointed to, ‘Quickly now’ she said.

As soon as he lay down Melanie leaned down, put his wrists behind and in the middle of his back then wrapped a belt round them and buckled it tightly. Seconds later she did the same to his ankles and then his knees, and now he was naked face down on the bed. She’t put him into a very nice belt bondage position and he was kind of liking it.

‘That’s better,’ she said as she stood up. ‘No wanking possible now and I don’t want to see a stain on the bed when I come back. Or else.. See you when I get back. We’ll do some more strapping of those hands for your training I think.’ she said as she walked out the door.

He lay on the bed feeling the straps wrapping him, keeping him totally immobile. He lay in the bondage, drifting, thinking of the image of Melanie with all those belts in his hands and he felt his erection answering those thoughts.

Laying in bondage he heard Melanie walking through the house then  the sound of a door close.

She’d gone. He lay on the bed feeling the lovely bondage.

Then some short time later he heard footsteps again then Melanie returned. ‘I got into the car before I realized something. We’ve been training your hands with that strap. What about your butt? Doesn’t that need training?’

He lay wondering where that was heading when he felt it, something laying on his bare butt. Something cold. Something he guessed was leathery and going to be painful.

— to be continued. Maybe. —

BDSM Session Preparation

A different Type Of Blog Post

It has been an eternity since my last BDSM session. I like/need heavy corporal punishment and I just love the bondage and fetish that goes along with it.

This blog post will tell the story from booking, checking my gear, the lead up to, then a very brief description of the session itself.

There is no fiction here – this is how it happened.

Booking the next BDSM Session

I don’t just wake up one morning and say, “Right! I think I’ll have a BDSM session this afternoon.” No. First of all the mistress I see is only available some days. Next, I do need some time to prepare, to get into the head space and also, quite frankly, to enjoy the anticipation.

Booking.

This time I made the booking through the mistress I’ve been seeing. She is the ‘fun professional’ kind, empathetic and gives really good sessions. We exchanged a pair of emails and the date and time was set.

With my 15 years of experience and 20 different mistresses, she is right at the top for the kind of session I like.

Gear Checkout

I have a lot of gear, many straps, belts, tawse etc. These have not been used in quite a while so a check over felt like a good idea.

I’m damn glad I did as there was significant mold on a few of them. I cleaned it off and then lay them all out to dry. After that a check then a light application of leather dressing finished it off. They were fine.

What Does It Feel Like?

I usually ask for heavy corporal, lots of belt, strap, tawse, prison strap then the cane. I get quite a bit of hand strapping and tawsing; having mistress stand in front of me and strapping my hands hits all the fetish high points.

The session lasts for an hour and most of that is the mistress giving me heavy corporal.

At the end of a session I usually have a butt that looks awful. It’, badly bruised and often bleeding a little here and there, needing antiseptic cream. Just in case.

So the sessions are intense.

With the passage of time without a session, without any corporal, how will it feel? Am I able to take what mistress gives? Should I still ask for ‘heavy’ and of course can I take it? This questions with variations repeated themselves in my brain.

So Am I Corporal Capable?

So, the thing is, it has been about 12 months since my last session and I know my tolerance for corporal will be way down.

I did a test when I was cleaning my gear. I used my XH London Tanners 3 tail tawse to gave myself 3 strokes to each hand. Damnation they hurt like the very devil.

At that moment I had no idea how I was going to be able to take what mistress would give me. She uses a few straps on my hands, then this tawse after. Unless you’ve experienced an XH tawse, you really don’t know how painful it can be.

General Fitness

Now this is a huge issue. I’ve not done any exercise as a result of the lock down and I’m so wasted when I do anything.

A full on BDSM session is going to be an issue. I want it to be excellent, challenging, to be extended but also to be able to accept what is given at every level.

Goal Setting And Training

So I set a goal. Not your everyday goal, but a BDSM session fitness goal I suppose you could say.

Every day from then to the session I resolved to do at least one hour’s exercise. It could be any of walking, gym, gardening. Or all of them.

Plus, if I had the privacy, I’d try to give myself corporal, as much as I could, to try and get ready for mistress and her strong right arm.

I’ve tried self-corporal in the past and found it quite a poor experience. I could never give it as hard as the mistress did and also chickened out far too early. One or two strokes of a tawse self-delivered to the palms had always been my limit.

In truth, it had always felt a little silly. Me tawsing myself? Why on earth would I do that? The mental image of me doing that to myself was scarring.

But now I had a reason, a goal.

10 days out – So for my 1st day of preparation I did 3 hours exercise and I was absolutely exhausted. I felt almost faint at one time – but I feel so good. I’d started.

9 days out – Nothing. Work got in the way with staff meetings and a work night out with clients.

8 days out – I gave myself three strokes of the XH tawse to each hand every few hours when able. This challenged me at every level.

I did that six times and it was painful and difficult. At the same time I gave myself sets of a dozen from the XH tawse onto the bare butt. The first set was awful. It got easier as the day wore on. I did an hour and a half exercise. I saw red marks on my butt two hours later so there was some effect happening.

I think both the hand strapping and the butt strapping got easier as the day wore on. I’m interested to see how tomorrow fares.

7 days out. I only ended up giving myself two sets of six of the tawse to the hands and the butt. Both sets of the tawse really hurt though making me wonder if it was my technique improving or was I not getting used to the corporal at all. It was a busy day without privacy. Then I did an hours exercise in the evening. It was over all a good day.

6 Days out. Early in the day I gave my self six lighter strokes to each hand, and a full dozen fairly hard to the butt. Six in a row to each hand is so challenging. I couldn’t have done that a few days ago, even with lighter strokes. They all really got in, stinging a lot. Sitting  with a blazing butt and warm tingling hands as I typed this was rather pleasing.

At the end of day, I had a grueling hour and a half exercise in the evening and felt great about it.

During the day I gave myself a total of 4 sets of six to each hand and a dozen to the butt. I found it challenging at every level. The butt tawsing really does start to burn after a little while.

I’m noticing that the way I hold the tawse and then deliver it has both changed and improved. It really does give a sharp bite.

Self honesty also came into play. If the stroke does not land properly I must tell myself to repeat it. That’s not easy when it might land lower on the thighs than it should have, hurts, then I have to repeat it higher up. Same to the hands, it might still hurt and must be repeated.

5 Days Out. My butt is a bit bruised from yesterday and I’ve got some muscle soreness from the exercise. Should I have a day off?

NO! As a trial,  I just gave myself a dozen to the butt which I took better, then six to each hand which still hurt like hell. The hands are going to be a problem on the day. I can see that. Both are tingling as I write this.

During the day I gave myself another five sets of this; six to each hand and a dozen to the butt. All in all, it was quite effective as I could feel the burn all day.

I got in an hour and a half of exercise leaving me sweaty and gasping at one time. I have to have a shower after that.

4 Days out. Friday. I gave myself the hardest strapping of all this day, but very little exercise.

For the strapping I gave myself six sets of six to each hand, 4 sets off a dozen to the butt, then two sets of two dozen to the butt. The thing is, I gave the butt strokes a lot harder making myself gasp. That XH tawse really does sting like the devil against the bared and bent botty.

3 Days out. Some exercise, not a lot as I had quite a bit of muscle soreness.

No tawsing either. I think Friday I must have overdone the tawsing as all day my butt was stinging slightly, particularly lower down on the tops of my thighs. I think for once I might be building the intensity to something approaching a mild to medium session.

2 Days out. Sunday.

I’m thinking I should ‘go heavy’ or at least as heavy as I can. We’ll see.

I’m thinking this might be my last training day so I should make the most of it.

I didn’t give myself any corporal and the reason was my butt was still stinging. I wanted a ‘clean slate’ for mistress so presenting with a stinging and possibly bruised butt sounded less than clever.

The day before.

Same again, no corporal and same again, I can still feel it in my butt. That XH tawse really gets in, particularly low down on the tops of my thighs and where it has wrapped a little.

The Session - How It Unfolded

The Drive There

It was delicious. ‘I’m going to get a hell of a strapping’ was running round my mind. I was excited, really looking forward to it.

More than normal, the bondage was calling me also. I love bondage, but this time with so long away from it, it was (is) forefront of my mind.

The pre-session discussion.

With over 12 months away and not having seen mistress, I felt all inhibitions about asking for what I wanted were reduced markedly. Not gone, but massively lowered.

I feel more pushy to tell mistress what I want. Will I be able to say it to her?

I want to ask for; ‘I know my tolerance will be way down. A hand strapping at the start, lots of school strap, the belt, lighter straps and a light to medium tawsing. Then gagged for the rest of the session. Counting does not do it for me, it beings me back. Onto suspension. Lots of belt and strap. I’d really like to see you take off the belt then fold it in half before you use it. To show me the strap or belt or tawse you are going to use. Would you mind telling me … I’m going to strap you so hard now … and it’s tie for a hard belting … time to tawse you again.  That sort of thing. Mistress telling slave she is going to give him a strapping. Then off suspension, another hand strapping, then bent over the bench for yet more stap and belt and tawse. Occasional hand strapping. Then at the end a heavy prison strapping and the cane. then a final hand strapping.’

(I wrote the above after a lot of thought, 3 and a half hours early)

The session.

After the session

— I’ll update these sections a day or two after the session —

Rat Creek Reformatory Strapubus

Rat Creek Reformatory - Part 1

Harry had been in juvie a few times and all for silly trivial things such as shop lifting, drunk under age, criminal damage and burglary. Basically, he wasn’t taking life seriously enough.

This time was no different except he was now twenty one and had crossed that line where juvie was not going to happen. He’d be in with the naughty big boys now and that was something he didn’t like the idea of. Stories of prison rape, shivs, shower room bashing were circling in his mind while he was in custody awaiting trial.

The trial was quick. The judge found him guilty which was no surprise as he was indeed guilty, but the sentence shocked him. It was almost as much out of proportion as it was strange. Six months in a Rat Creek Reformatory! He’d never heard of it, but the six months sounded excessive for a simple burglary where he’d only stolen a laptop and some cheap costume jewelry. Then again it was not his first offense, nowhere near it.

The trip to the reformatory was an ordeal in itself. He was locked in the back of the swaying van in a cell no bigger than his seated form. Every bump and turn meant he banged a wall or the door, and the cuffs and leg irons didn’t help either. Sitting on the seat with his hands cuffed behind him was far from comfortable. At least he’d be released when he arrived, he thought.

Eventually the truck stopped as he heard something happening outside other than a traffic light, then started, then stopped, then started and drove a short way. Then finally it stopped with a slight bump then the engine turned off. He heard the other prisoners being taken out of the van and finally it was his turn. Instead of taking the cuffs and leg irons off, he had to shuffle out of the van and onto the platform then stand in line. He knew the drill from all the other times he’d been inside. He assume he’d be processed, searched, showered, given clothes and read into the rules.

This time it was vastly different.

It started with the officers. To a person they were women and none of them were ugly and that was to say the least. They were all dressed in black trousers with equipment hanging off the wide belts, button up shirts and tie and a cap on their heads. He was standing ogling the women, as were the others as they waited.

Then it got more surreal. One by one each of them was turned around. The cuffs were taken off then a leather strap was wrapped around their wrists to bring them into the middle of their backs. The strap was connected to a steel bar that ended in another strap that went round the neck of the prisoner. The length of the bar meant it sat behind the neck and so the strap could be done up firmly. After that the leg irons were taken off and the prisoner was turned around again.

This was a surreal moment. Suddenly there were six of them standing there looking at the guards and not knowing what was happening. He whispered to the man next to him, “What’s happening? I’ve never had this before.”

The man was his own age, maybe a little older, and with a look of disdain just shrugged. Rude, he thought.

NO TALKING,” said one of the guards. She’d come up in front of him and now was face to face with him. “SILENCE,” she said and something in her face made him keep the smart ass retort he had in mind to himself.

With that silence, the six of them looked at the three guards. At least they could walk, he thought.

The silence lingered, but eventually the door from the reception area banged open to a tall impressive guard, at least six feet tall and strongly built. She moved with a grace and power that made him immediately concerned, she looked like a fighter. But that wasn’t the thing his eyes lingered on, or the prominent bulge in her shirt from her ample bust.

No. It was what was in her hand as she stood looking at them and running it through her hands. It was the largest strap he’d ever seen. It had to be over three feet long. Two thirds of its length was a formidable piece of leather with two rows of a half dozen holes he thought he could get his pinkie finger through. The handle was a foot long and made of multiple layers of leather sandwiched together. There could only be one reason for a thing like that and he had a horrible feeling he knew what it was.

My name is Miss Saunders,” she said quietly as she looked at them in turn. “And this,” she said as she lifted the strap into the air and pointed it to each of them in turn, “this is Mister Best Behavior.” She ran the strap through her hand and none of them failed to notice it was hardly bending as she pointed it at them. The business end looked like a quarter of an inch thick and maybe three inches across.

She smiled as she caressed the leather. “Now we are a correctional reformatory for recidivist offenders under thirty who have a chance at rehabilitation. For your stay here you will be expected to be on best behavior else you will become intimately familiar with my friend.” She flicked the strap in the air.

Not only that, we have a zero tolerance policy. That is for everything. For any reason you can be bound as you are or in a hogtie for variation, and fun, and that can last for hours, days or weeks even. Trust me, you will not enjoy that.”

We have many rules. These will be explained to you on the printed sheets in your cell. I strongly advise you to read them carefully.”

She looked at them and took her time. “The next step in your induction process is your official welcome. This is delivered by me, of course and my friend here.” She flicked the strap up into the air again.

What? YOU CAN’T DO THAT,” said the man beside him in an indignant tone. He’d thought the guy was a bit full of himself, not talking to him before.

Miss Saunders nodded to a guard. The guard went to the desk then from a box pulled out something he thought he’d seen before on the internet. The guard went straight to the man beside him, “Open up,” she said as she lifted it to his mouth. He took one look and refused, shook his head and made it difficult for the guard.

A second guard joined in then it was only a matter of time. One guard held his shoulders, the other pinched his nose making him open his mouth in surprise. That was enough, the ball gag was shoved into his mouth then seconds later the strap was behind his head and buckled tightly.

Miss Saunders walked up to him, she tapped his chest with the strap, “Now here is your first lesson. Any resistance, any refusal to obey an order from anyone here results in punishment. You,” and she as she tapped his chest again, “your welcome will now be twelve strokes. If you resist then it will be doubled again and trust me, two dozen of my friend here will be something you won’t forget.” She smiled at them all, “Ever. And guess who will be going first.”

Two guards grabbed his arms then pulled him toward an open door. He was not keen on going, but, “Follow,” said Miss Saunders firmly.

The remaining five of them looked at each other for a moment, then as one they decided resistance was futile and would at least be painful. This was not looking good.

The Strapping Horse

The room they entered was austere. It had multiple doors in the walls but no windows.

In the rear of the room was a wooden structure with a flat leather top. Hanging off it were a collection of wide leather straps, waiting for a victim to be strapped down. It was clearly a punishment device, a horse he thought and it had only one purpose he could think of.

Miss Saunders addressed the gagged prisoner, “Go to the horse, put your feet against the legs then follow instructions.” She looked at all of them in turn, “And if you resist your punishment will double. Your choice.”

The gagged man looked wildly around, assessing his options. There were none. With a clear lack of enthusiasm he walked forward then did as told.

Two guards wrapped straps around his ankles then buckled them. One pushed him in the back with a command, “Bend,” which he did. A strap was buckled over the small of his back and in seconds he was presented. Almost. The other guard gripped the top of his tracksuit pants and in one pull, had it around his knees. Then other guard did the same to his underpants. With that a bright white pair of buttocks was looking out at them all.

Miss Saunders walked forward, she held the strap out at the end of her arm so it went half way across his bottom, the rounded end of the strap finishing at the crack.

There was no discussion, no hesitation, no fanfare. This was happening right now and none of the group failed to miss that point. You got strapped down on the horse, you got a strapping was the message received loud and clear.

A Dozen Of The Best

With deceptive slowness and grace the strap was pulled back and behind the formidable woman. It paused there, her body coiled up like a spring, her legs bent and her body tense. Then in a blur of motion the strap whooshed forward with a high pitched swish that ended in a gunshot loud crack of strap leather across bared bottom.

The effect on the bound man was to make him tense his whole body, to try to lift off the horse, to shake and quiver all over. The straps however prevented almost any movement and the gag prevented the cry he wanted to make, probably a scream so that all that came out was a gurgle.

The effect on his bottom was pronounced though. There was now a three inch wide band of red across the middle of his bottom, going from one side to the other.

Gentlemen,” Miss Saunders said, “you see the effect of just one stroke, of one lick from Mr Best Behaviour. A perfect stroke like that leaves a perfect band across the bottom. At this moment he is trying to ease the pain as he squirms. But nothing helps. It will feel like a red hot poker is sitting on his bottom.”

They all looked on in horror. Were they all getting this?

Miss Saunders took her time. She put the strap against the still quaking bottom then pulled it back behind her.

Again she moved in a blur till the next gunshot crack of the strap painted another band of red just above the first.

Miss Saunders said nothing. She stood looking at the man shaking the horse as he lay strapped down. She was not hurrying, taking her time in fact. Then, “As you see, a slow strapping is felt more. The pain sinks in then peaks, then the next stroke arrives. A quicker strapping might seem worse but trust me, when the strokes are spaced out the effect is more educational.”

Then the third stroke was laid on below the first. Now the whole of his bottom was painted bright red.

Gentlemen,” said Miss Saunders, “if he had been quiet and accepted what was to happen, he would now be half way there.” Then she smiled as she looked at the squirming man, “and I would have laid them on quicker.”

Miss Saunders then took her time. She measured up, she waited a moment with the strap against his bottom, then she pulled it back and far behind herself.

They all watched in rapt attention. This truly was educational.

Swiveling her hips around like a spring unwinding the strap flashed then cracked again and this time it was in the center of the bottom, on top of the first stroke.

If the man on the horse had been reacting strongly before, that was nothing compared to how he lurched against the straps holding him in position. His body shook the horse, the frame moving visibly as his shrieks of pain were swallowed by the gag.

Taking her time, the fifth stroke was laid on above, then the sixth was put on below that middle stroke. Now the whole of his bottom was bright red and looking angry.

Half way there,” said Miss Saunders. “I bet you wish you hadn’t been so rude, now. Mr Best Behavior has taught you and all the others here a lesson you won’t forget.”

She walked in front of the bound man so he could see her, the strap in her hand swinging from side to side. “Do you want me to stop?” she asked him happily.

His head nodded up and down frantically and something could be heard from around the gag. It sounded like he was begging her, wanting, promising anything but another six strokes like the last six.

She smiled as she bent down and looked him in the eyes, “Well I can’t,” she said as she patted his face, “you’ve got six to come. Now that I’ve warmed up, I think I’ll make these harder.”

That produced more shaking of the wooden horse and shaking of the head along with muffled pleas for her to stop. But it made no difference.

Miss Saunders walked back behind the bound man, off to one side then extended the strap till it was covering just the near buttock.

Nice and hard this time,” she said quietly as she measured up the strap across the waiting quivering red striped bottom.

The ‘crack’ when it came was far louder and more crisp than before. None of the new prisoners believed it could be any harder, but it was.

Same as before the first was across the middle of the bottom on the already red surface. This stroke being the hardest of them all left its own deeper red mark shining among all the others, the three inch band of pain clearly visible.

The effect on the prisoner was all it should have been. He surged in the straps, the horse moving violently as he shuddered and shook, his body writhing in pain. The gurgles getting past the gag sounded like one long scream.

Miss Saunders didn’t delay this time. The next ‘crack’ sounded only a half dozen seconds later and left a new more red band above the previous, then seconds later another ‘crack’ of strap on bottom laid a band of red perfectly completing the surface. The whole bottom for three times the width of the strap was now blazing red.

Miss Saunders had waited after each of the previous sets of three, but this time she did not. She kept right on powering on. This was a display of strapping that no one could take their eyes off.

The next stroke to the middle, the one above then the one below lifted the bound prisoner to new heights of frantic movement against the straps on the horse. Now the color was fire engine red and looked as painful as the bound prisoner was making out by his movements.

Miss Saunders walked in front of the prisoner and bent down till she was looking into his eyes. “That was a dozen. If you are insolent, rude, resist or disobey I’ll have you back again for another dozen.” She stroked his face, getting his full attention. “But that’s not the best of it. I’ll make it two dozen if you annoy me in any way. Just imagine that, you get twice as many strokes. I’ll leave you strapped down for five minutes between each dozen and get one of the officers to massage your butt so you can feel the next set properly. Would you like that? Hmm?” she asked.

The prisoner shook his head frantically, clearly not wanting any more.

Good,” she said, “when we let you up, behave. I promise I can give you another dozen, or two dozen, straight way if you annoy me or any of the guards in any way.”

All the other prisoners listened to that carefully. None of them wanted a dozen and two dozen was a bridge far too far. This Miss Saunders seemed to like her strap far too much.

Miss Saunders stood then nodded to one of the officers. The bound prisoner was unstrapped then he was helped up. Clearly the strapping had left him exhausted the way he slumped between them.

It was a strange sight, the tracksuit had now fallen down around his ankles so his privates were on display and when he was turned around, the bright red bottom along with his bound hands in the middle of his back leading up to the collar completed the image.

Who’s Next For The Strap?

Who’s next? Any volunteers?” asked Miss Saunders happily as she ran the strap through her hands. “You all get a welcoming six of the best so you might as well get used to the idea.”

Harry saw the man beside him step forward, slowly, looking totally nervous. With shaking steps he approached the wooden horse and waited as his ankles were strapped to the legs of the horse. When that was done he didn’t wait, he bent at the waist then the broad strap was run over his back and bound him to the horse.

Excellent,” said Miss Saunders as she flicked her strap in the air and caught it. “I do like a willing victim for my friend here.”

This time the strapping was quick. The six strokes were laid on firmly but not quite at the same intensity as the last six from the previous prisoner. Even then, these strokes still had a huge effect. The prisoner shook, he waggled his hips and his bottom between strokes. Since he wasn’t gagged, he also shouted out, loudly with each stroke, his “yaaggghhh” coming at the instant of the crisp crack of the strap on his bottom.

It only took a minute for his welcoming strapping, a minute of loud shouts and gunshot cracks of prison strap on inmate bottom.

Good,” said Miss Saunders, “no swearing. If you swear I double up, I forgot to mention that. No matter.”

The prisoner was soon standing with his tracksuit around his ankles, beside the other prisoner, their privates on display.

Next,” said Miss Saunders. Another prisoner stepped forward and quickly he was strapped down, his bottom exposed then six strokes of the strap laid on. The recipe was quickly followed and now there were three men side by side, each with glowing red bottoms with their privates on display.

The three of remaining unstrapped prisoners clearly didn’t want to go next.

Quickly,” said Miss Saunders. “Either one of you steps forward right now or I call this insubordination and double up for a dozen each.” She smiled at them, “And truth be told, I wouldn’t mind nor would it be the first time.”

The man beside Harry stepped forward and was duly strapped down, bared then Miss Saunders gave him his six.

And now it was Harry and one other. He looked at the other man. He looked at Miss Saunders holding her strap looking at them. He really didn’t want a dozen like he’d seen. That was too damned much.

He felt his throat close over slightly then he stepped forward. He was almost vomiting in stress, his body shaking, his heart hammering in his chest. He walked on shaky legs to the wooden horse then put his legs where the other men had.

Strapped Down

The feeling of the straps around his ankles felt remarkably comforting, he didn’t mind that at all and if anything, felt strangely erotic. With this hands in the middle of his back and connected to the collar it was an odd feeling.

Those thoughts were cut short when his tracksuit then briefs were pulled down exposing him to the cool air.

Then he heard it, the guard was sniggering, “Miss Saunders, I think this one is looking forward to it.”

To his shame he knew exactly what she was looking at. He had an erection. Dammit all to hell, it was embarrassing and it only got worse when Miss Saunders walked over then had a look.

Not bad,” she said, “we get a few in here who don’t mind a touch of the leather. Seems to set them off nicely. Lay down and I’ll do my best to make it memorable.”

He bent at the waist then the strap was pulled over his back and buckled, pulling him down to the leather top of the horse.

He looked forward, that was all he could do as his chin sat on the leather covered top. Then he saw it and noticed it for the first time. There was a mirror in front of him. That really didn’t help at all.

He watched as Miss Saunders walked behind and to one side of him. He saw her extend her arm with the strap in it then he felt it touch his bottom. It tapped one cheek, the near cheek to Miss Saunders.

Then it happened. Miss Saunders put the strap far behind herself and with bent legs she wound up.

He could hardly watch, it was deeply terrifying, then he felt the instant sting and the gunshot crack both at the same time. Unlike the other prisoners, he didn’t scream or shout out loud. He gave a gasp, the pain was certainly extraordinary, but it wasn’t that bad. The sting morphed into red hot heat over a few seconds, then it penetrated deeper and deeper into him making him gasp. He rotated his hips, he tried to put his hands down to massage his bum cheeks but he couldn’t move them at all. He tried to lift up but he was strapped down tight.

Then he felt it. The strap was on his bottom again. Then the tap. Then the crack brought a renewed deep sting and again the heat built and built. Unlike last time he didn’t even gasp, he just moaned.

As he lay strapped down, trying to move against the straps, feeling the sting increase and the fire in his rear building and building, he felt something strange. He moaned again as he felt it deep inside him. He felt as if what he was experiencing was necessary, was what he needed. He moaned again, louder. This was strange.

Then the crack and the sting surprised him. He’d been so intent on how he was feeling and what he was thinking that time had fled. He hardly gasped, through his whole bottom was now one large red hot band of sting and the heat was getting deep into him.

He lay strapped down, waiting for the next stroke but it didn’t come. Miss Saunders was now in front of him, bending down, looking into his eyes. She was remarkably attractive was his first thought, and scary was his second.

She lifted the strap she was holding till it was beside his face, “You need this, you know you do,” she said quietly. Her other hand stroked his face gently.

Against his will he looked down and saw the bulge in her blouse, the large breasts heaving in the exertion she’d put in.

Want to make it a dozen? Nice and hard? You can really feel them. I can gag you if you like, it adds to the whole thing to be gagged when you take a strapping that you really want and need.”

He honestly thought about it. It would be something to boast about, taking an extra six of that wicked strap from Miss Saunders, but his ass was hurting like hell and dammit all, the heat was doing something strange. He could feel his cock hardening up again.

I can’t Miss Saunders, it hurts so much, I’ve never had this before.” He almost sobbed at the end.

She stroked his face as she looked into his eyes, “Never mind. We can try again another day. Three to go.” Then the whispered so only he could hear, “Hard or soft? Ask for them hard and you’ll get a reward.”

Strapped Hard

He thought about it for a moment. She was extraordinarily sexy and his butt was throbbing, but his cock was as hard as it had ever been. Harder. It was aching.

Then he looked inside and knew. He knew she was right. He needed this. “Hard please Miss,” just came out of his mouth.

Miss Saunders stood then returned to be behind and to one side of him. “I’ll make these extra hard, just what you need,” and then he felt the strap on his butt cheek as she measured up.

The crack when it came made him thrash around in the straps, move his hips from side to side, and he shouted out “OHH,” then as the sting morphed into a deep penetrating head, “AHH ahhh,” that faded gradually into a moan.

His hips were shaking from side to side, then he felt the strap on his butt again.

Push back naught boy,” Miss Saunders said, “push back, invite the strap, ask me for it. Ask for the leather.

Against his will he shook his hips from side to side then pushing as hard as he could, he did what Miss Saunders told him. He was pushing against the straps as hard as he could, feeling the leather of the straps bite into him, then he felt the leather, felt it withdrawn and seconds later there was that same loud crack and sting. This time he just gasped and shook, the pain and heat merged into one deep feeling that this was what he wanted.

His hips shook, then again, against his will he pushed his butt back out to Miss Saunders.

She took advantage of it. Without tapping his butt, she wound up and gave him the mightiest stroke yet, the hardest of any she’d given and this time it brought a “YAHH,” from his lungs.

He found himself moving against the straps and at that moment he felt it. His cock had been dribbling pre-cum on the leather of the horse and now moving from side to side he found he had a boner that was approaching bursting point. That would be the living end so he lay as still as he could and hoped like hell they unstrapped him and soon. Also that his boner went down before then but the way it was feeling, that wasn’t going to happen.

The straps from his ankles were released then the one across his back. Two officers lifted him up but the problem remained. His cock was rock hand and pointing straight up. His eyes went down in horror and there it was, a wet patch on the leather of the horse.

Miss Saunders walked forward with her strap in her hand swinging happily beside her leg. “Well, well, well,” she said as she smiled. “Maybe we should have made it a dozen. The effect was not what it should have been. Never mind, there will always be a next time.”

The whole time she’d been looking at his cock then she looked into his eyes and gave him a lightning quick wink.

Shuffling his feet with the tracksuit pants and briefs round his ankles he joined the others standing watching the proceedings. He noticed his was the only erection also and that just made his face go beetroot red.

The last man had to be told to ‘present to the horse else it is a nice hard dozen’ from Miss Saunders. Everyone knew she meant it so he walked forward then was reluctantly strapped down and had his butt bared for the strap.

His strapping was a repeat of all the others, maybe a little quicker, but the effect was exactly the same. Miss Saunders measured up then she powered the strap around and across the waiting bottom. The red band appeared instantly, his strident shout of pain filled the room, then it was repeated time and again a few seconds apart. The red band in the middle was joined with one above, then one below. Then a few seconds later the band in the middle was made far deeper by the second stroke on top and his shout confirmed it hurt. Then the bands of red above and below were also painted in and now hit butt was fire engine red and Miss Saunders had a happy look on her face, her eyes gleaming.

When the six of them were lined up, all of them with throbbing butts and their privates exposed with their trousers and briefs round their ankles Miss Saunders walking to and fro in front of them, looking at each of them in turn. She ran the strap through her hands, she felt the leather and she bent it this way and that. Clearly she enjoyed her work.

So. That’s your welcome strapping. If you get a single black mark, a single complaint, a single instance of rudeness or insolence you might as well present yourself to me because you will get another six, and another six each and every time.”

She lifted the strap in the air then caught it when it came down. “That is unless I give you a dozen. I prefer a dozen. It works better, you remember better and I can really get to the seat of the problem.”

She moved in front of the gagged man who’d had a dozen and still looked broken and in pain, his hips not stopped moving slightly the whole time.

She tapped his chest with the strap. “If you resist then it is an automatic dozen and you can see how well the gag works. Guards, take them to their rooms and settle them in for the night. Prisoners, there is another rule you don’t know yet. The guards will help you with that.”

One by one the guards lifted their briefs and trousers. In his case when the guard bent she was at eye level with his still aching erection. “Miss Saunders, this one still has a problem.” Then his briefs and trousers were in place, he felt better. Dammit, why was his cock so hard, but he though the knew. While his ass was throbbing from the strapping, the heat went right through him to the other side and it was making him as randy as hell. As soon as they freed his hands, he was for sure giving himself a hand job.

Miss Saunders was watching him. She only nodded.

Settled Down For The Night

Follow” said a guard who left through a door in the rear of the room.

They trooped along and followed her, through another sliding still bar door then they were in a corridor with cells on either side.

You five, stand and watch,” said one guard. They opened a cell door then led the gagged prisoner inside. The cell was pretty much the same as all the others he’d been in, a bed, a small toilet area, a desk and a single book on the desk. Probably a diary or the bible Harry thought.

The guard unstrapped the prisoner’s collar then, “Lay down on your face on the bed,” she said.

The prisoner did as told and shuffled a little till he head was on the pillow and his body in the middle of the bed.

The guard bent, “Legs back,” she said brusquely. The prisoner complied then the guard took the strap that had been around his neck and moving the bar to the other strap, she brought it round so she could wrap both his ankles in what had been the collar.

There,” she said. “On a punishment night we hogtie you.” The guard took a chain down from the wall and clipped it onto the bar between his wrists and ankles. She shortened it at the other end till he had zero freedom. He was on his face, hogtied and chained in the middle of the bed.

We’ll take you out at seven am. Have a good night,” then they all trooped out of the room.

The next cell was Harry’s he found as the guard took him inside. “You just got a welcoming. You can sleep on your front or back. You choose.”

Back please ma’am,” he said.

With that the strap around his neck was released as was the one round his wrists. The guard walked in front and again the strap was around his neck, the bar now going from the front of his neck down to his waist. The guard lifted his wrists and the strap was wrapped around them and tightened. He was bound tightly.

A push on his chest sent sent him back to his bed. He sat then lay down. The guard looked down at him, “You just got a welcome. No hogtie but you stay in restraints for the night. Sweet dreams,” and she even added a wink.

When the door closed he lay on his back. This wasn’t the best position he realized. His bright red flaming strapped butt was against the bed and stinging but again and almost worse, his boner was back with a vengeance. No way could he get his hands near it, and he tried. If he moved his hands at all the bar to the collar stopped anything more than an inch or two of movement.

As he lay he thought about the day so far. It had not been his best. The way the other guy had been treated for complaining and resisting was a harsh lesson. Being in a hogtie like that, unable to even roll from side to side and with a ball gag in his mouth was something that he was thinking about more than he should. It just went round in his mind and added to the heat in his butt from the strapping and his aching cock.

Lights out happened a little later then there was dead silence in the prison. He’d been in places where the noise increased up to be almost deafening at lights out. Not here. He guessed that Miss Saunders and her strap would see to that. He wondered how they would find out who was making all the noise? What was the punishment for that? He guessed the gag would be used and probably the hogtie after a strapping. Then he had a worrying thought, would one or two of them making a noise get them ALL a strapping, gag and hogtie? He had a feeling that Miss Saunders would do exactly that.

He tried to sleep. The trauma of the last few hours went round and round in his mind, but eventually he drifted off.

The Night Visitor

Some time during the night a sound woke him. He looked around and then saw he wasn’t alone in the cell, and the smell confirmed it. Perfume.

He heard movement, clothes moving, then a face was beside his in the darkness. “Want your reward?” and now he knew. It was Miss Saunders. With that thought his boner was starting to wake again.

Miss Saunders, what reward?” he asked and hoping like hell it was what he was thinking Miss Saunders wanted.

The question was answered when he felt her hand on the front of his tracksuit pants. It moved over the fabric and it rubbed his erection shifting it into a rock hard tumescence. “Guess,” she said, “but I get to come first.” With that the erotic stroking stopped and the hand was on the side of his face. “Quickly now, else I’ll try next door.”

That was the last thing he wanted. “Yes please Miss Saunders. Oh God yes please.”

With that Miss Saunders stood then seconds later his tracksuit pants were off, as were his briefs and now his erection was pointing straight up. “One small thing,” she said which he took to mean the condom was going on. But she surprised him.

Instead he felt her grab his ankles then something was wrapped round them and buckled tightly. He tried to move his legs but couldn’t as he was tightly bound. Then she moved back and he heard her stripping off, her form only slightly visible in the near darkness.

A few seconds later she mounted him but not in the way he expected. She was squatting over his face, her naked pussy right over his mouth. A few hip movements, a few shuffles then she settled down after saying, “Lick me good.”

He lay transfixed. His wrists bound, his ankles bound and this woman squatting on his face was a lot to absorb, the surprise of it was making him feel unable to cope.

Then he felt her moving her hips rubbing her pussy over his mouth and nose, and seconds later she gripped his cock. “Ahh,” he said for a moment then the pussy pushed down silencing him.

Against his will he opened his mouth. The feeling of her stroking his cock was enough to make him do anything, even this. He extended his tongue and ran it up and down her pussy, running it from side to side to side then up and down again. Miss Saunders moved slightly, angled herself where she wanted then he understood. He opened his mouth as wide as he could then pushed his tongue out and found the tight little spot he knew she wanted worked. He pushed his tongue into her then she gasped. He ran his tongue around and around. He pulled it out then pushed it up and in and rimmed her vagina.

This had an effect. She surged against him, she gasped, she shook all over. It didn’t take long at all then she let out a low moan and shook all over, her hips moving like they were electrocuted, jumping and surging rhythmically.

She’d come. She quietened her frantic movements then she just moved her hips up and down along his face so he could lick her all over.

After a few minutes of that she got off his face then lay down beside him. “Not bad,” she said as she wrapped an arm around his chest then put a leg up and over his hips, pushing down on his cock.

The Strapubus Gives a Belting

My girlfriends call me the ‘strapubus’ because I love giving a strapping, and I love having my men bound with leather straps. It’s just so nice to be able to mount them and use them for my own needs. How was it for you? The strapping and this?”

His cock was hurting. Pressed against the soft woman’s leg it felt so damn good but he wanted to be inside her, desperately. “Miss Saunders it hurt like hell but for some reason I got a boner. You saw it. I have no idea why. This is fantastic. I want you.” That was all he could get out of his mouth.

She ran her hand over his face. Then she leaned up a little and moved till her breasts were in his face. She moved her shoulders from side to side so the nipples alternated to tap his mouth and the large woman scented globes moved all over his face. It was the most erotic thing he’d ever had in his life.

Good. I’ll mount you and fuck you senseless but I have a strict rule here in the prison. You get a dozen of my belt first. Nice and hard. On top of the strapping it will hurt but it’s not as bad as my prison strap.” She moved her breasts all over his face. “Want me?”

He didn’t want a belt strapping but he desperately wanted a fuck. “Yes please Miss Saunders,” just came out of his mouth.

She got off the bed then went to the pile of the clothes on the floor. He watched as she pulled the wide belt out then folded it in half. She moved back to the bed. “Roll over,” she said, then she added, “I brought a gag. Want that? It adds to the whole experience. I’ll fuck you with it in if you want?”

He thought about it. Watching that other guy get his strapping with the gag in had been arousing in a disturbing way. Now the offer was feeling the same. “Yes please Miss Saunders,” he said before he could regret it. The strapping from the belt would be bad enough. This was heading into full on kink so he might as well embrace it.

Seconds later he felt her pressing something into his mouth. He opened and suddenly it was full of something. He ran his tongue around it as much as he could. It took little time to realize it was a ball gag, and in that time she pulled the strap behind his head and it was buckled. He tried to spit it out, he tried pushing on it, he moved his head but nothing made any difference.

He was experimenting with the ball gag, feeling it, when heat blazed on his butt cheeks and a loud crack broke the silence of the darkened cell.

This time the strapping was far more mild than what he’d had with Mister Best Behavior, but it was still challenging. The belt didn’t land anywhere near as hard but the sting was similarly infernal. On top of the prison strapping, it made him rear up, open his mouth around the ball gag and grunt loudly.

The strapping from her belt felt amazing on top of the ‘welcome’ he’d had. It stung, sure, but it acted to make him hoter and hotter than hell. Damn it made him hot. As the belting continued he moved on the bed, shaking, quivering, moving as the leather landed. That meant the bed started to rub against his boner and all of a sudden he started to think he might come if he wasn’t careful.

Ms Saunders must have noticed as she stopped the belting then, “Roll over naughty box. Time for your treat,” she said as she gripped his shoulders.

On his back, his butt flamed red ot as he lay on the bed, the pressure of the bed making him very aware. At the same time he felt his cock twitching, moving in the air as the feelings surged through him.

Ms Saunders leaned over him again and again he had her lovely dangling breasts in his face as she moved them over him, her nipples moving against his skin. It was the most erotic thing in his life, what with his burning butt and the naked woman rubbing her chest into him,

Then he felt it, she had her hand on his cock. She lifted up and saw when he looked down that he had a concom on and it looked like a big ribbed one.

“Something to desensitize you and also to give me a little more friuction,” she said as she looked into his eyes. “I don’t want you popping off too soon. If you do I might put you on a charge for a dozen from Mr Best Behaviour for coming to soon.” She stroked his face, “I might call it disobeying an order, or disobedience. Whatever. Same rule, I come first.”

She waggled her chest in his face as she put a leg over then sat bolt upright on top of him, his cock trapped and pushed down under her.

She lifted up for a moment, then with a hand to hold and guide him, she shimmied back and then he felt it. The warm wet love tonnel of an excited woman swallowed him whole.

His chest lifted up for amoment in the pleasure of the fucking he was gettring. his eyes rolled up, his moth went wide around the ball gag and he sighed loudly.

Ms Saunders put her hands on his chest as she leaned forward. “Let me fuck you. Grunt or close your eyes when you get close.”

With that sheput both hands on his chest then leaned forward to make her breasts push out in front. Her shoulders swayed and shook, then she lifted up then flopped down on his cock. The reslt was the best fuck of his life.

Ms Saunders rode him, clenching her pussy around him, milking his cock and making it rub against her in just the right place as she got higher and higher, closer and closer.

She couldn’t last long after the last come she’d had, and looking at the young man in straps under her was doing her head in. This was where it was at.

God, how she wished she had a boyfirend into this. She’d ride him like a rocking horse after she blistered his butt.

As she crested she saw him close his eyes and gasp. Good.

Right at that moment she felt him twitching inside her, she felt him quiver and quake and that sent her over the top. She gripped him hard, gripped his cock with her sopping pussy to extrat the maximum of pleasure as she moved against him.

She came and she came loudly. Her shout echoed out his door into the cell block. She sat up straight, she pushed down on him, she opened then she gripped, she moved up and down in quick hip flicks as his cock hit against her, every litle push inside her sending her into bliss.

Putting her head far back, she came loud.

Harry was in heaven. It was a kinky heaven he would never have guessed, not in a million yerar. Also, little did he know that the deathly silence in the cell block meant that everyone was listedning to Ms Saundes as she climaxed, but also as she had given him a belting. Every single man wanted her right now as they all had painful boners that demanded attention. But not one of them could do a thing about it with the strap round their wrists immobilizing them. Sleeping in bondage like that meant they often had a boner, but spunking off to a bit of hand action was not going to happen.

— to be continued —

Harry finds out that making a noise at night is a bad idea.

Duelling Prison Straps

One Mistress - Two Pison Straps.

The current mistress I’m seeing has her own prison strap. Ever seen one?

Canadian Prison Strap

Mine is this one, exactly the same, and it is a beautiful and functional piece of gear that works extremely well.

The leather at the business end or hers is not as thick or stiff as mine. Hers is more like heavy belt leather, or heavy saddle leather. Mine is more solid. Just picking it up and waving it around you realize how stiff it is and how severe it will be.

Well, the first time I met her, she said she had a prison strap as we were setting up for our first session. We went into the dungeon and she pulled it out of her gear collection. Then I produced mine making her eyes go wide.

Well, in session she gave me a dozen of each, hard. She does like using the prison strap and I suspect not many clients take it hard.

When she strapped me, I could hardly feel the difference. Now, some time later, I have no idea which is more severe. Mine looks it, but hers certainly has that special bite.

I have that feeling this will happen again soon. Very soon.

Self Esteem and BDSM

Self Image and BDSM

From an early age I had a fetish that stayed with me for life. Then over the years BDSM became something that was my secret passion – my silent quiver.

This had a significant effect on me. I found in my teens that I struggled to fit into my peer group. Sure, I was a bit nerdy, but deep down I feel I saw things differently and I know I had self confidence and self esteem issues. In my  20’s I struggled to meet people and relationships eluded me.

I am sure this was all based on my upbringing and the era I was born into.

What is fetish and how does it and BDSM affect our reality?

For me it shaped my life. Though it may have been semi-dormant for decades, it never left me.

Celestia Ascension

Beliefs and reality – the dreams we live.

There are definitions of fetish and kink easily available on the internet. I feel they fall short, they are more academic than real as experienced.

Here is my version – for what it is worth.

A kink is something that arouses that’s not the generally accepted sexual norm. A fetish is a sexual act or an object that can be arousing and may be necessary for a person to enjoy sex.

Self Image

For me with my upbringing, having my fetish, my kink, gave me a poor self image. I struggled to fit in and I felt different.

The end result of this was a lack of relationships, something I felt keenly, and also an inner tension that was seldom to leave me.

I know I also tried very hard to please people. i felt that if I didn’t try hard, people would not like me and I’d be even more isolated.

All of this was based on the believe that BDSM and the fetish I had were perverted, dirty, bad, not acceptable.

Now in the ‘2000s this has changed and for the better. Now it is far better accepted and almost become main stream.

My solution?

Counseling sessions with psych therapists helped me immensely.

For the first time I talked about what I felt, and what I wanted. I talked about my frustration and my deepest and most hidden inner secrets.

AND IT WAS ACCEPTED. I WAS ACCEPTED. This was the biggest revelation of my life. I was told that it does not make me lesser, does not make me bad, does not change the way I am. For me those words had a profound effect.